NAKED!

wow..... a few days ago, i slept naked for the first time in ALMOST A MONTH.
it felt GREAT i was free like an antelope on the african plain of dandilions......
hmmm
and why does no one post any comments on my blog?
its weird
:(

and im still slightly depressed
coz i cant be with nick
AND IT MAKES ME ANGRY
GOD IS OUT TO GET ME
EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED IS EITHER ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD
OR THE OTHER SIDE OF INDIANA GODDAMMIT
this reminds me of a song by crossfade....

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything

I'm so far away

Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say

[Chorus]

Now I'm blaming you

I'm so far away

-so fucking far away with all my love, jacky